Judge me as you will

Impressions of me.

Yes, first impressions are good but that doesn't always defy who a person is. I understand it may make or break your career, I haven't had much luck with it because just like in the article "something didn't feel right."http://blog.crew.co/weird-science-first-impressions/. But that doesn't always mean that the judgement they made were right. I'll admit it; I judge people. I do it all the time but 95% of the time my judgement is wrong about that person because they turn out to be either a really nice, caring person or they could be the total opposite. I judge people to only be judged back. And to be honest, I don't like the answers I've heard when people first judge me. Yes, I am very shy and keep quiet to myself when I don't know very many people but once you get it know me, boy there's a whole nother ballpark you don't know about. And here it is...

 

Who am I? Well for one I am Analise. No, I didn't get my unusual name from my grandma or great grandmother. My mother heard my soon to be name on a soap opera and loved it. So yeah it's unique because I never knew my name would be from so many cultures such as Hebrew and German. Which I am neither but that is whole nother story. But unique enough just like me. Like I said before, about how there's a few sides to me. Well to tell you the truth there is. Which I believe makes me the special person I am today.

As unique as I am, I'm unbelievably shy when I first meet people, which shocks a lot of people. But once you get to know me, I'm very loud and annoying. I just like to have fun in every possible way. I'm a very understanding person, which can be taken advantage of easily. 

As I've been called before and live up to, I'm the average basic white girl, as they call it these days. Into the hipster bands, Twenty One Pilots, Fall Out Boy, All Time Low, etc. Starbucks and Dutch Brothers all day long. Then there's the side that is a redneck. I'd rather be somewhere up north in the backwoods, shooting at cans singing along to George Strait, dancing in the tailgate of my truck in my boots. I'm not afraid to be one of the guys. I'll show you up and might lose but I won't back down. In school, I was referenced as either the "football girl" or the "baseball girl". I was the one during Friday night games surrounded by sweaty, smelly guys giving them water in a polo shirt and khaki pants or shorts. I was one of the boys out on the field. Just got a lot more respect then most of the boys haha. In other words, I was the girl who was protected by the entire baseball and football team.

I'm the type of girl to tell you as it is. No beating around the bush. Family is the most important thing to me. Without them, I honestly don't know where I'd be. And same goes for my friends. Yet the most important thing would have to be my dog. Mess with her and I will make you wish you never touched her.

I won't lie when I say I fear judgement and rejection. But yet, at the same time I just don't give a damn. So go ahead and judge me as you will.